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2 comments | whisper into my heart
❤ myONLYstar
just an ordinary gal...
01 January 2011 @ 11:00 pm
05 September 2010 @ 11:58 pm
met up with lizhen, lynn and felicia for dinner
went to this new restaurant near the cathay
it was not a bad place....not that expensive for western food
but it is neither that delicious
tried once is enough
haha
chatted for a while then we went starbucks to continue gossiping
haha
it was such a relaxation
how i wish we can do it everyday
=P
aren't their utensils cute?
they were quite heavy actually
>o<
Current Mood: 
relaxed
relaxed05 September 2010 @ 12:37 am
i'm becoming a two face gal
me and fel tried for a cca main comm
the same position
designing one
i couldn't get in and she got it
ok
kind of jealous
i know she has the higher chance to get it as she worked with the people there before
and she had some designs to show them
while for me
i have none
so sad that i didn't study marcom in np
it is one mistake that kind of destroy my life in the late 10s and early 20s
haha
exaggeration
i was happy that she got it
but deep down i'll still feel kind of inbalance
as i'll think that it was unfair
as she got in kind of like base on relationship
human are always complicated
whenever i try to get into a project committee
i fail
she tried she got it
it makes me feel like a loser
never really felt like that before
but ya, with her and in nus
it just felt more and deeper
i don't pretend to be nice and friendly in front of her
sometimes i really do enjoy her accompany
but when it comes to serious stuff
i just hate it
we kind of like go for the same stuff
and she always get it
this school doesn't make me feel good at home
i just felt that evey thing base highly on human relationship
i'm not good with people
so what am i suppose to do?
die?
hai
now, i really miss np again
do i really like her or hate her?
ah
this is driving me nuts!!!
(while not that much cos i'm lucky to have STM, forget these easily but when i faced them again, all the feelings will come back..sucks)
Current Mood: 
disappointed
disappointed